Thursday, December 31, 2009

Cheers to 2010!!!

As I end the riotous and highly charged 2009, even if it was a challenging one, I want to leave it all behind me and let it go with the matching fireworks here in Cavite. According the the Chinese (please correct me if I'm wrong), we need to light up firecrackers to scare away the bad spirits, etc. So everytime there's a firecracker exploding, I accompany it with a personal prayer saying, "shoo away, bad luck!!"

And to all readers out there (lurkers or not), happy new year!! Here's looking forward to a better 2010!!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Thank you

I just turned a year older. Hopefully wiser too. Matured? I hope so.

I would like to take this opportunity to thank people who were there for me for ever since it happened. Without their love, generosity, care and support, I wouldn't be here where I am.

Without IM's generosity, thoughtfulness and support, I would possibly be neglected. Non-existent would be the proper term.

Without MOH's answers to my SMS', empathizing with me and support, I guess I would start to go crazy. Now it's my turn. I'll help you in the preparations. It's an honor.

Wihout MJ's support in every way, I would not survive this.

Without S's straightforward answers and sarcastic remarks, I might get lost with who I am. Thanks for bringing me back once in a while.

Without Infinite Grace's quiet support and sometimes also sarcastic remarks, I don't know where I'll be.

And most especially to Bro. I believe it's pure and sheer grace that I am somehow okay. I am still not okay, but I am getting there. I keep on hanging to you and please don't let me go. I so need you. Maybe that's why I was a bit touched when the a certain channel's Christmas Station was sung by my daughter's batch during their play this afternoon.

To be honest, with all the recent developments of my life, call me Scrooge, I don't feel like celebrating the season. Maybe I'll celebrate for the sake of the kids. Otherwise, nope.

Bah Humbug.